Saturday, February 5, 2011

Dear Waldo,

I've neglected you, sorry.

But I'm thinking of trying the HCG diet for about 10 days to be at my goal.
And my sister is willing to do it with me.

Cant wait for payday.

Ok, bye.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Dear Waldo,

I am tiring myself out.
I've been walking since 10:50 which is about 9 hours.
OH-EM-GEE. I'm dying.

Tomorrow I will have a cool down day.
Just stay home, do the 30 day shred work out and relax.

Dylan is probably exhausted too. Lol.

Tis all for now<3

Dear Waldo,

I really just need a little venting.

I'm trying really hard to work it out. One fault I realized in our relationship is that I never told him what I wanted, I expected him to just know and do it.
I remember when we first started dating I would get sweet text messages from him. They were as simple as 'goodmorning, i love you' and it made my entire day. I loved waking up to those.
After a while I grew less appreciative of that. But you never know what you have till it's gone.
He eventually gave up texting me, I can't blame him. But now I'm really trying and I asked him to do that for me.
At first his excuse was that I wasn't appreciative so he stopped. I promised him that wouldn't happen again, and now his excuse is the timezone.
He started cursing at me for my 'attitude'. I didn't know I was getting an attitude. I don't understand why he couldn't have just TOLD me instead of cursing.
I feel like such a burden. All I want is for us to be 'us' again. But I just feel so lost and hurt.
He clearly doesn't understand where I'm coming from and I'm trying hard not to get mad. This isn't an argument worth our time, but I still just want him to know how I feel but he's taking it the wrong way.